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How To Be An Adept In I AM

Lesson Five on How to Implement Christhood

September 23, 2007

Life on earth may seem at times as dull or as full as you make it, and that is because you are the controller of your life. You may think you are just a puppet that is controlled by the strings of fate and the rulers of time and space, but let me assure you that this is not so. You may think that you have little or no control over your life, but the control is all yours. And this discussion that I will have with you here, is just about that control and what it means to be in control of your life.

Let me begin with a story out of my life, the life of Jesus of Nazareth. I was a man of simple means. I had little needs and I had little demands to meet those simple needs. My life was devoted to the spiritual quest of the discovery of Being the Christ and thereby I lived to serve and discover what true service in Christ meant. What was recorded of my ministry says that I healed the sick, raised the dead—and the most auspicious being the casting out of demons and dark forces from people and the temples of God. This was seen as a task that was auspicious because I would be cast in the light of being a powerful being, able to rule over the demons and dark spirits that people had no control over in their lives. 

But you well know today how to invoke the light of an archangel and masters to intercede on your behalf, and how quickly those demons run from the light and you are free of them. Therefore, what I did then was no greater than what you do today. And yet I was cast in the light as a miraculous being for doing so.

But what really happened in that life? Did I go around looking for sick people – or possessed people – to heal and cast out demons? Or did I go around pursuing the Christhood that I longed to be? If I spent my time healing the sick and raising the dead, I can tell you that I would have had little time left to pursue personal Christhood and the path of being God victorious in Christ. My time would have been spent delivering the many thousands of people in my community and surrounding villages with the healing hands of God, and delivering them from the many dark forces that plague mankind still today.

Now from these discussions I had with my disciples and with the people who would gather to hear me speak, I would discourse on what was the reason behind their problems they faced in everyday living. I would discourse on why they experienced certain trials in their lives. I would share with them spiritual truths at the level they could internalize them. Therefore I did not give them the meat that you may receive from me today. I couched what I said in layman’s terms, giving them the teachings of Christ – that I had become – in everyday terms using the association with family, raising livestock and problems with society. In this way they were able to internalize the teachings I brought through association with what was familiar and had meaning to them, some of which I do today, but in your language relative to the scientific and computer age you live in.

With this knowledge, they could go out and make better choices for themselves and their association with others. What they took in from me was given to them not to make them saints, but to make them look at themselves as human beings who had some control over their lives. At that time and in that age, medicines and healing were not as good as you have today, neither was education and the resources to change your physical circumstances as widely available. Clearly, the opportunities you have today were not available in that day and age and thereby I could not give them, beyond a certain point, the full breadth of the wisdom inherent within the teachings on Christhood.

Do you think today you have the full knowledge and awareness of being I AM, than in what they may have had prior or future golden ages? You can see that you may not have near enough wisdom and knowledge in this age to contain the full teachings of what I could bring had I a receptacle to pour that wisdom into. But yet I will say that the potential to expand your chalice is far greater than you think. And if you think the wisdom that you can contain now is sufficient for the Golden Age consciousness, let me apprise you that that is not so. You have a good distance to go to reach the level of consciousness that is prominent in a golden age society.

But you must start somewhere. And that somewhere is within yourself and within your capability to digest and assimilate the knowledge we bring step by step. If you miss a step, you may very well find yourself out on a limb and hanging there, until you retrace your steps and get back on the main trunk and then travel upward and higher on the branches that keep expanding heavenward. If you think you can go out on a limb by yourself and hang around on that limb for a time, go ahead and pursue that goal. But I can assure you that my warning to you here is for a reason. I have seen those who constantly find themselves on branches that have a beginning and an end. They are left sitting on that branch, waiting for some change to happen external to themselves that will take them off that branch and allow them to experience life at its fullest. But it does not happen by happenstance. It is an effort to stay off those branches that take you nowhere and stay on the trunk that can take you everywhere on the Tree of Life.

So what I am speaking about with you this day is your opportunity to look at life squarely in the eye and take command of your choices and your circumstances. You have the power to choose to go out on a limb, or to stay with the main branch of the tree. This is not to say that you have to go along with the crowd and you can never go out on your own and experience some growth that only you can do and learn from. This is not what I am talking about here. What I am referencing is the inability to follow a guru – or the willingness – because pride or some other human emotion has taken you into the wrong track that gives you the impression that you either must stay apart from the crowd or that you must be a leader and against the flow of being. Neither is acceptable to a true spiritual adept. A true spiritual adept will conform to the spiritual direction, while yet being an individual with the decisiveness to know what is right at any given moment.

Sometimes we test you on who and what you will follow for the specific reason to see what you will do. Will you blindly follow the crowd or the leader? Or will you rebel and go completely the other way because you come from a false sense of pride that you must be a “separate and chosen people” which then makes you an elect of God?

Very few take these tests lightly. And what I mean by that is that very few understand the “light” aspect of these tests. They simply move on, ignorant of the fact that they have just been tested and how well they did or did not do in the schoolroom of earth. But beloved, if you would like to make the maximum growth in life and Being, would you not like to know when and how these tests are administered, and for what purpose it might benefit you to pass these tests?

If you believe you are already aware of each one of these tests we administer unto you, can you tell me now what was the most recent test I have given you, as a group studying these discourses and as an individual on your own personal path of Christhood? Because I would like to avail you of the fact that you have been tested, each and every one of you several times since my last discourse. And I have been waiting for you to realize this fact and to avail yourself of the realization that this is so.

Few of you have taken the time to think about this, and that my words to you through these discourses are directed at you collectively but also very much so individually. In fact, I would say that the main test was an individual test, where I have given you the opportunity to take my words personally, taking them internally, as if I was speaking directly to you and you alone. If you read these last discourses with this concept in mind, would you have reacted differently to those words? Can you reread those discourses and come away with some greater concept about yourself with the knowledge that I am speaking to you personally and directly—each one of you who have and will read them?

I have been waiting for this surmise on your part, so that I could move on with these teachings and give you a greater measure of help individually on the path of IS, which some of you have deemed is beyond your physical and mental abilities to internalize at this time. Therefore, some of you have ignored these teachings as almost some kind of misguided fallacy in the mind of this messenger, taking these words and saying, “Does she really believe in Jesus, the same Jesus I know and love? Because I do not understand my Jesus as this same Jesus that is talking in these riddles to me. My Jesus is this manner of being, and is that way in his way of communicating with us and to me in my heart. This cannot be the same Jesus I know because I recognize his vibration, the way that he communicates, and this is not his way as he always communicates so clearly through Kim."

Well I can assure you I am the same Jesus, yesterday, today and forever, the same Jesus whom I speak through and have spoken through on the Ask Real Jesus website and through my masculine messenger. But in order for you to recognize this fact and accept me as I AM, you must first see that I am not a Cosmic Being that may be boxed in any boxes you think you can create of my Christhood. I am beyond the Christ that you have believed I am. I am more, just as I was more to my disciples than I was to the masses I taught. It is said I spoke in parables to them and thereby spoke in riddles and not clearly, as you have experienced me doing through the Ask Real Jesus website. So was that the same Jesus who spoke to the people using stories in speaking to them, while disclosing all things in private with my disciples?

And to help you see that you have boxed me in to your conceptualization of what you think I am, I have come in a completely different frame of context. I have come bringing the wisdom of IS and employing some complex concepts to break you from the habit of building boxes around anything familiar and comfortable. And then using those boxes to justify your reality and what you believe is real.

What you are doing is going out on a limb with me. But I am not following you out on that limb, I am remaining in the Tree of Life, beckoning you to come back into the fold where you are sealed in the reality of Being I AM. The Jesus you think you are bringing out on the limb with you, is not the real Jesus that I AM, you see.

You have gotten so familiar with the Jesus I have presented to the world through my masculine messenger, that you have gotten into a rut. You may well know that was not my intent, or that any Master will allow co-dependency upon themselves. And yet this has continued for quite some time, in that some of you have long progressed the need to look to me and my answers through the Ask Real Jesus website, yet you hang on to every word that I release as if you have not the wisdom within you to know the answer through I AM.

So I have come in another mode and another messenger to help you break out of the co-dependency upon me as the wisdom outside of yourself. If you are to become an independent son and daughter of God, then you must realize that your life is only dependent upon one thing, and that one thing is that you grow and become the more in every pursuit you undertake. When you apply the philosophy of wanting to be more and then studying and applying to be more, you will quickly see that co-dependency is not an issue and never can be. Therefore, if you are co-dependent on anyone and anything, you are really saying you are not willing to be more in some area of your life.

I come this day with the message of wisdom in Being. In order to pass through the nexus of the Christ in the heart of your inner temple, you must let go of all dependency upon anything outside yourself. You must cross that chasm alone, and in the process discover that you were never alone to begin with. But the aloneness was created as a mirage, an illusion out of the duality consciousness, from which your own inner being has no reality. Your reality is in I AM. But it is your choice to stay in your comfortable places, or to put your most loved and cherished concepts and beliefs, figures and idols in boxes you have made for each one of them.

The reality is there are no boxes! Boxes are a creation of humankind, created in the duality consciousness, where you believe that one must build a box to hold your most precious possessions. But the reality is that there are no possessions in God. Everything IS God. And everything belongs to God. You are simply the caretakers of your body temple, your children – if you have any – your homes and your land.

Do you think you can possibly own a piece of land of this vast ball in the heavens you call earth, when this earth is maintained and created from the heart and mind of Cosmic Beings in heaven? Or that you could sustain that possession without the aid of the energy of God, the elementals and builders of form? Let me apprise you that you could not, especially while living on this planet and being a part of her inhabitants. It is for you to realize that you are a part of a much bigger picture than you could ever imagine in your limited state of consciousness today. And then give gratitude for all that you are allowed to draw to you and maintain as the guardians of that light that is giving form to everything around you.

Now what I am coming here today to give you an understanding of is that you are more than these physical possessions. I am more than your conceptions of me. Therefore you need to stop limiting God in creation and outside of the physical realm you live in. I AM is limitless. And even in your limited state of understanding and wisdom, you can conceive of this concept that God is limitless. Do you understand God, as I AM, as limitless as well and that you are I AM?

But it is the more that you have trouble internalizing and conceptualizing in the reality of your life. Forgive me for saying so, but you need a little more than the more you believe you have understood. And I say forgive me, because I have need of giving you the opportunity to forgive me for saying what you might not want the Real Jesus to say because you believe the Real Jesus would never need forgiveness for saying anything. But I am enlightening you to the fact that you may cause karma between yourself and myself when you cast off my words as “not the Real Jesus” and therefore you can ignore them.

If the stone be left unturned, where will you have the opportunity to clear out the debris and lifeforms of miscreation that may have collected under that rock? Therefore I come bringing the opportunity to cast these stones aside and allow the Real You to take command of your oasis and not the other way around.  You are the creator of your oasis and whatever Water of Life is in your domain is because you have allowed it in untempered. And whatever stones have lain on the surface and have collected debris and the creatures of the dark are there because you have allowed them.

If I come pointing out to you that you may have more than the skimpy water pool you have collected at your oasis, because you have not limited that source to within the confines of the pool, will you heed me? And that you may remove that which is covered, thereby leaving all surface cleared to travel freely without the hazard of stones to trip over, would you accept my words? Or would you accept that you are a limited being without control over the circumstances that trip you up and restrict your free movement?

You see, my words can free you up, but in the process you may have to do some heavy work and turn those stones, some of them may even be boulders. And you may have to take your water hole and dig down a little deeper to discover the spring below—which prior you had only a trickle to fill your pool.

You see my beloved, I am not trying to trick you up, but inspire you to let go of all limitations you may have upon me or yourself. When you see this, you will understand how much I truly love you for who you are. In my next discourse I will let the teachings I need you to understand come forth that I have been holding back until you were ready. Prepare yourself by letting go of those boxes and creating a platform made from the wisdom of I AM and a chalice from the love of truth.

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