Experiencing Becoming the Flame "Great Divine" Direction I AM the I AM THAT I AM

By Lorraine Michaels

June 14, 2005


It was in 1985 I met my twin flame. I was given an inner experience while sitting down listening to a live dictation from Lady Master Venus, twin flame of Sanat Kumara. It was here in New York. I was living in Florida at the time, and I traveled up to New York City to experience a seminar with the Summit Lighthouse. The dictation was about twin flames and Lady Master Venus was bringing us into inner contact with our twin, whether he/she be on earth, between embodiments or ascended.

As I pondered the words, when she started to speak about the ascended twin, my mind focused on friends of mine who felt like their twin was an ascended being. Lady Master Venus said:

“Twin flames approach. These are they who are counted among the Ascended Masters. Some of you seated here, then, have with you in this moment the Ascended Master who is your twin flame, overshadowing and quickening, opening the way and leading you in the direction of the highest mountain of opportunity. For you the path of twin flames is truly integration, as Above so below, as your four lower bodies serve as the anchor point for your soul’s attainment and the final lowering into the octaves of the earth of the other half of your self who has gone before you to keep the flame in heaven as you keep the flame on earth.”

As she spoke, I immediately felt an enormous amount of pressure and Light descend from above around my form, and I exclaimed to myself, “Oh my God, my twin flame is an ascended being!” I had never given any thought to the twin, not looking for him on earth. Although recently divorced, after 12 years of marriage and four children, I was happy to be single. I really was happy with my life, I had beautiful children, my life was filled with serving, running a study group of the Ascended Masters’ teachings and holding prayer services. I was very happy. I did not feel incomplete and in need of seeking an earthly relationship.

I never gave twin flames any thought, trusting that wherever he was I would just continue living my life to the fullest and if it was meant to be on earth, it would. But I had never felt Light so tangibly drop around my body as this experience while not specifically invoking it. It felt like a tube of white, pure light had dropped around my entire aura, raising every cell, atom and electron in my being to a higher frequency. I knew this was not of this world. Venus continued:

"So it is with your Messengers. You are not alone but must also rise in the understanding of such a responsibility as to not turn back and not relinquish the intensity of your pursuit for the ascension. You are the one, then, who remains balancing vestiges of karma of both—the instrument of the Light for the conclusion in the Omega cycle of your joint endeavors.

Cherish, then, the opportunity to be in alignment with the masterful presence of your own Beloved. Count it not a sacrifice, then, to continue to strive and to give, for all that you sow will be the fruit in twin causal bodies. And by your planting and your harvest, when you shall have ascended both will return to the scene of earth to anchor through the records left new Light and a clearing of the way for others."

So I left that conference in peace. Peace that I didn’t have to look on earth for my other half, he wasn’t here. I could spend the rest of my life in pursuit of God, my ascension and victory in overcoming my ego.
And although I was not looking, men were pursuing me and fate had it for me to marry one of them and have a child. It is said that the light in the mantle you have when in leadership positions gives you an attraction for the opposite sex and so it must have happened that drew us together, but as quick as it happened, it ended and my beautiful daughter was the result. But I soon was mysteriously drawn to leave Florida and go to the heart of the spiritual teachings I was following in Montana. And so two years later, I found myself there and immediately met my husband, Kim.

I knew he was not my twin flame, in the way we have understood twin flames. But our hearts told us that the other person was meant for us. We were meant to be together. All I can express was this confirmation in my heart charka as a fire in my heart every time I thought about him. And so when he asked me to marry him, it just seemed the natural thing to do. We were meant to be together. That was 16 years ago. Although I would have been happy loving and serving God without a marriage partner, being with my children, I was just as happy to have Kim in my life. He always seemed whole and complete in himself, and so I felt also. We have never had a co-dependent relationship and allow each other lots of room to Be.

I did not give my twin flame any further thought, and had no desire to discover who he was in Heaven. I had plenty to do calling on the Masters for intercession and working on my psychology and healing and felt no need to focus on my other half. But he was always there, as this light in my being, I just didn’t know it was him. He always gave me this sense of victory, that each step I was taking was a greater victory than the prior step. It was not through words that I sensed this victory, it was this continual stepping in the direction I needed to go because I was calling upon him.

I had this ritual that the Masters had taught us, which I did twice a year, and that was writing to the Karmic Board, a seven member board, one for each of the seven rays, who are the Lords of Karma* for dispensing justice in this world. We all know these Lords, as we work with them before coming into embodiment to plan our course of action to obtain the greatest victory over the course of our coming lives. We also meet them when we take our leave of embodiment, returning to Heaven. These are the beings the near-death experiencers talk about when they receive their “life review” immediately upon leaving their bodies.

So I would write these Beings at the summer solstice and New Years solstice to ask for intercession on particular problems I was trying to overcome, and in exchange I would promise to do a particular ritual of prayer work or some sacrifice extending over long periods of time, sometimes I would promise to do a ritual for an entire year. And by the grace of God, I always completed my promise. And I always received intercession. I believe I obtained the greatest growth and healing from this simple practice I did that gave me tangible victories in my life year after year. But unbeknownest to my outer mind, my ascended twin flame was a member of this Karmic Board, and twice a year I was writing to him receiving his guidance, and specifically decreeing to him for the 33 days after writing each letter. So he was a very important part of my life.

Becoming a Healer
So a few more years went by when I started taking healing courses to develop my skills for being a healer. And so I practiced on myself pretty regularly, and learned more and more every day on how to reach the hidden manifestations of our egos and mind.

During my self-help healing sessions, I decided that there was one underlying issue that never seemed to get addressed, yet affected everything I did and was. It was this sense of sadness. I had no reason, I was outwardly happy. I was fulfilled. I was growing and learning, and yet this hidden sadness remained. And so I sat down one day and started a healing session on this issue. What came up through my kinesiology session was I needed to cry. I immediately backed away and said, “no way, I am not going to cry.” I did not like to cry. I didn’t know why then. But I was not going to express emotions in that way.

A few weeks later I was working again on myself, when something came up in the session and triggered in me, as quick as a blink of an eye, this sobbing and tears. I was crying my heart out. It was coming from deep inside me and I knew it was this pain and sadness I wouldn’t cry about before. I also knew it was pain of separation from my twin flame. I had never expressed such grief this way before, and I did not know where it came from. But I had this sense that my separation from my twin, he in Heaven, while my being on earth, had taken us apart for a long while. And the pain was like the grieving process of when we lose a loved one on earth, and in order to heal this sadness, I needed to grieve, and one way to grieve was to cry.

What followed that night was a glorious experience. I often remembered bits and pieces of my spiritual work and travels to the retreats while my body sleeps. And this night I was given the remembrance of a retreat experience, upon awakening the next morning. It seemed I was in the company of a large group of angels in some sort of ceremony. It looked like a church setting. And at some point, I realized the ceremony was for me! It was a celebration of some sort of my reunion with my twin flame. It was a glorious experience and made me very happy. I felt like we were finally united, even though we were separated in time and space. I still did not know who this twin flame was.

I continued my healing work on various things on my spiritual path to assist me in balancing my threefold flame and balance my karma and I felt like I was making steady progress. I discovered how I was making karma with myself, and what was causing an imbalance in my threefold flame. And I had one problem that El Morya was not going to let me continue, it was shame and guilt when looking into El Morya’s eyes.

He had said in a dictation once that some of us had let him down in previous lives. That is what I felt like I had done. And so one day during a healing session, he took me back to a lifetime where he was in embodiment as the chancellor of England. Although I don’t think I had contact with him in that life, I knew I had a mission that I needed to fulfill and religion was a big part of the issue. I felt like I hadn’t made the best decisions that affected the families and religious causes connected with England. Somehow I made my peace with El Morya, once discovering this issue, forgave myself and went on, never having a problem with looking at El Morya again.

And so it went. I uncovered every manner of hidden thoughts and feelings in all of my chakras, where I had left off in Being, and used the mind to create a imperfect condition. But I began to get this feeling that there was something that I could not reach on my own. I believed I could do everything I needed to do to heal my psychology and surrender and see that which was unreal. But this one thing nagged at me and I had no words for it. I just knew I had to seek outside help to reach it.

Discovering the Lost Feminine
So I set up an appointment with someone who did EMDR work, an acronym for “Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing.” This work is all in the mind, and we discover that mind is the first cause of sin, separation, pain and suffering. This method allows you to reach back into your memory bank and pull up trauma that you might have buried in your memory, but was causing you to experience present phobias, pain and suffering.

When a patient and a therapist do EMDR, the therapist asks the patient to bring to mind the incident the patient wants to work on, the negative thinking caused by the incident, and the new thoughts the patient wants to have. Then the therapist moves her or his fingers rapidly back and forth in front of the patient. The patient follows the fingers with his or her eyes. After a number of sets of movements, you generally think and feel quite differently about the incident and can think about the incident in a different way. Healing has started.

I had no phobia, my past phobia of water and drowning had been healed over many years of meeting the enemy of that fear face to face. My every vacation as a child was on the sea, and I was healed increment by increment as I faced the drama of the fear of drowning. But I had this sense of past trauma that I had no conscious memory about.

So I visited the practitioner and told him I was not sure why I was there, but maybe something that was hidden in my psychology would come up. We worked a session or two preparing and interviewing me about my past. On the third session, I did a healing session on myself before I left to visit him. I prayed for healing and asked for intercession and the Holy Spirit to take care of this issue. I felt the sessions might drag on as I could feel the slow progress and felt this impatience to just get to the core and be done.

I arrived and sat down in the office chair to begin my session, and like in a surreal experience, something took over my body and I started shaking from head to toe. We hadn’t even started the session. I asked to go get my coat, thinking I was cold from the outside temperature. But it did not help. The chills kept on racking my body. He noticed something was happening and asked me to explain and as I did, the chills centered in my abdomen and thighs. No EMDR work was done, it was not needed, the Holy Spirit was in control of the session.

I was there in some past, some experience, whether my own or another’s. The practitioner asked me what was happening. I did not want to look, I was afraid to look too deeply. My sense was that there was a woman who was exposed to the elements and as my present body was in the throes of experiencing this exposure, I was somehow one with her, experiencing her cold. I was in her mind as well, I could hear her thoughts and feel her suffering.

She was exposed to the elements of cold, and I felt her anguish, the chills racking her body as it sought to get warm. Again, I was asked what was happening, and as I looked upon this scene, I told him a little of what I saw, but not all. Again, I got lost in the experience of being this woman, while I was yet apart from her, looking down upon her and her form. It was like she was the sacrificial lamb and it had to do with women. That is why I felt the energies focus in my abdomen, in the womb of the mother. This had to do with woman, with something that was against woman, something that wanted to destroy and kill.

And then I felt her leave the physical body and part of her ascend to Heaven, at least that is what it felt like. Because immediately my physical body stopped the sensation of chills, and I felt this peace descend upon me, and warmth. It was just this complete transition from one life experience into another plane of existence. I felt as if I was swaddled in garments of love and light. And then I saw myself/the woman, look down upon the body she had just left. And there next to the body was floating a spirit, a woman, a beautiful ethereal angelic being that represented to me the feminine part of this woman.

Flashing back to what happened just prior to this transition into the light from the plane of pain and suffering, I heard her thoughts. “If only I wasn’t a woman, this would not have happened to me,” as she sought to find a reason for this suffering. But at that moment of passing, this one portion of her went to Heaven, but because of the blame and condemnation against herself as woman, this feminine being floated out from her and was left in the physical plane.

I again saw myself/her in Heaven looking down at the form left behind, and then she turned and looked up into the Heaven world, towards God, and this remorse and sadness that was overwhelming filled her mind and heart. She was mortified. She had created a division in her being, and separated out her seemingly entire feminine part of her being from herself. And it was stuck on earth! She looked back towards God/Heaven and felt such shame, such grief that she had caused this split in herself as woman. And she knew there was no easy way to return to oneness with her Self. She had done an unpardonable sin, or so it seemed.

But here I am in the picture, with the power to change the past and right the wrong because I am somehow one with her, yet apart from her. I got this sense that much time had elapsed since this fall, or separation from Self. And thank God I had a practitioner who was outside the scene I was experiencing, as he brought me back to reality and guided me to the next step.

I don’t know how much time elapsed to experience this all, but I heard the Practitioner asking me what was going on. And I told him that I/she had seemed to die and had gone to heaven but this angelic feminine spirit was floating around separated from her. He asked me to see if I could call her to me, his probable thinking that this was a soul fragmentation and I needed to integrate the fragment.

I remembered the teaching on soul retrieval, that we needed to have a strong love in our hearts that would act as a magnet to our soul fragments. And so I invited the angelic spirit to enter my heart where I might integrate her in my being by loving her. I felt like the reason she was separated out from the woman was because she was seen as the enemy, the cause of suffering. So unjustly, this angelic feminine was blamed for the cause of pain and suffering, when she had nothing to do with it.

It felt like a victorious experience, to retrieve this angelic being, and I was happy. I returned for one more session with him, which was further clarification with the union with my twin flame, where I saw how I had always tried to keep busy to cover over the pain of the separation from my twin flame. I felt complete, that the work was done for which I had sought help.

I looked back at those sessions knowing that something had happened beyond our control, that was an experience of the works of the Holy Spirit. I thought about my past, thinking “was this feminine being a part of myself that I had lost sometime in my past?” For a month I felt her with me. I took greater joy in being a woman. This angelic spirit represented to me the epitome of feminine beauty. She was what everything feminine represented. But she was also joy. She brought joy into my life in being a woman. It was about a month later that I felt like she was gone. I don’t know what happened, but I thought I had not loved her enough and so I filled my heart with love for her, for the feminine and then called her back.

Discovering Who my Twin Flame Is
Years went by and I continued to heal my psychology and work on balancing my threefold flame and my karma. I did not think about my twin flame, nor this feminine being I retrieved. I just felt more complete and whole every day. I had a connection with Spirit and Heaven and I was happy being able to help others heal and work between worlds - Heaven and Earth. I was guided to take further training on healing, and it was around that time that one day, through the Spirit, I was told who my twin flame was. I was told my twin flame in Heaven was the Great Divine Director. It seemed too surreal and inconceivable for my mind to grasp, so I just said to Heaven, "Okay," and went on with my life. Over the months following, I would periodically get the message, “Your twin flame is the Great Divine Director.” And I would say, “Okay,” and go about my business, not really believing it.

One day, I received through the Spirit, “Your twin flame is the Great Divine Director.” And I also intuitively received that if I did not accept this fact, that he would disappear from my world. That shocked me, as I thought that if this was really so, and I had turned away this Being of Light who directed mankind’s lives, what a travesty to him and to our mission! So I set about to uncover what this really meant. And he started working with me as never before. He taught me what it was like to give divine direction to others, as he spoke through me guiding others if they asked for help. It was very enlightening, and I learned so much.

Over the months he led me to many spiritual exercises and steps to soul integration with the I AM Presence. I did meditations and decrees, all guided to lead me to wholeness through the Christ to the I AM. I was directed to go on a eight day barley water fast and empty myself of every vestige of unreality and sense of separation from my twin flame. I was to end the fast by going off alone to be with him for a 24 hour period. Funny thing was it was El Morya who spent that 24 hours with me. He was always at my side, and my love grew for him every day, as I experienced the wonders of his love, guidance, and sometimes chastisement of my human attachments and imperfections he would expose.

It was just a short time afterward that the Great Divine Director asked me to go to the spiritual Retreat of the Karmic Board for my evening work while my body slept. He said they had something to ask me and he would not attend, as he is a member of this Board. He wanted me to be free to make an important decision without his presence influencing my free will. I prepared as he directed me, and went to bed early. When I awoke, I had no outer memory of the experience. I had no idea what they asked me. But he told me I said "Yes!" I asked, “To what did I say yes?” And he explained a mission that was about to unfold that would bring together all my past experiences in this life. I was to begin a focused direction in my life that would be entirely directed from Above and would be a difficult path to take, thus the need to ask me whether I would do this.

The Healing of a Planet
The years unfolded as I continued my healing work with helping other people, sharing teachings I received and growing spiritually. My life was a constant directive from Above. Although I lived and ran my personal life, using my free will and making choices, I was/am so one with the Divine Director Above, that everything I do is a directive beyond the realm of human thought and feeling.

Kim and I were asked to move to Utah by the Master Morya, and so we left our lives behind of a Church and its culture in which we had so intimately spent the last eight years of our lives. We went into a culture where we were outcasts, and lived five years among the Mormons and their culture and beliefs. This was a time of much inner growth for Kim and I. We were separated from our outer spiritual communion, and so we sought the inner path. We learned to go within for communion. We discovered our Real Selves as the Church. We discovered Being who you are. We discovered I AM as all that was real.

One day I asked Kim, why are we here in Utah? We really don’t want to be here, why are we here? And the Great Divine Director told me, no, now is not the time to think of leaving. And another year went by and I said to Kim, “Why are we here, we don’t want to be here.” And this time, the Holy Spirit directed us to discover the East Coast, and the Great Divine Director led me where. He also said he would help us sell our house. And we sold it within a few short weeks, for only $500 below our asking price. And the Brotherhood moved us to New York.

I continued healing sessions, where I would be directed to work on spiritual issues. Kim would kid me that how could someone have so many psychological issues, and why didn’t I just surrender the whole ball of wax and get it done with! But I began to see that I couldn’t possibly have all these issues I was always working on with myself. I one day realized that, “Wait a minute, I healed this particular problem before!” And then I realized that when I was doing my self-healing work, it was not for myself, but for Self, I AM, and all that is one in that I AM.

With that amazing revelation, which is really not so astounding upon thinking about it, I saw that we could each help the healing of this earth and her people, by first healing ourselves and becoming clear panes of glass that the Light of I AM could shine through. Through the union with our I AM Presence, and then upward into the I AM THAT I AM, we could take on the mentality of the world, thought by thought, every anti-mind of God creation, and raise that energy through our own internalization of the thought as our own, and then willfully, changing the cause, effect and memory of that creation that was outside of the Mind of God.

We could take on the enemy of God, the creation of the carnal mind and the human ego that was created and help return the Word to reign supreme on earth through our free will. We could acquire the gifts of the Holy Spirit through diligent surrender of the human ego and separation out from the carnal mind. We could gain our personal victory in the Light of Being and then go on to Be the Light of the World.

I discovered who my twin flame really is. Who was the being behind the title of Great Divine Director? He has no other name, other than Master R, for the House of Rakoczy which he founded. We know him as the director and teacher/guru of Saint Germain, the Aquarian Age and the incoming Seventh Root Race. We know he helps direct our lives on earth, working with the Great Karmic Board, helping to direct the course of God’s children while they incarnate, serving on the blue ray of God Direction/God Will. We are told he is the Ascended Master whose attainment of cosmic consciousness qualifies him to be the God flame of Divine Direction. And it stands to reason that all who embody that God flame, would also be the Great Divine Directors.

Who is the Great Divine Director?
Who is the Great Divine Director, really? As time went on my relationship with a being called the Great Divine Director took a back seat to my relationship with the Master called El Morya. Morya, as you know, also serves on the blue ray of God’s Will, and if anyone can be a Divine Director of your life, the Master Morya is the tops. My experience under his direction led me to love the Will of God more and more each day, to honor His Will, to increase in Faith and Love for the Father, the Guru/chela relationship, and to trust and be obedient to the relationship of Divine Direction. I learned to love and trust the Father as He leads our lives in the world of Maya and illusion through Divine Beings who ensoul the office of Father, such as El Morya. I came to know El Morya as the Great Divine Director of my life, but he was more.

Cosmic Beings in Heaven can take on more than one mantle, sometimes coming into embodiment on the blue ray and ascending on that ray and sometimes moving on to serve in hierarchy in other rays and service, such as Jesus as World Teacher and Maitreya as planetary Buddha. The Karmic Board member Lady Master Nada, who serves on the sixth ray of ministration and service moved into the position Jesus filled as Lord of the Sixth Ray, as he moved up to replace Lord Maitreya as World Teacher. Maitreya succeeded Gautama Buddha as Cosmic Christ and Planetary Buddha, as he rose up into the position of planetary Lord of the World, which Sanat Kumara held from the darkest hours of earth’s history. In 1956 he relinquished the title to Gautama Buddha as he moved into the position of Regent of the World, returning to his home planet of Venus, while still assisting earth’s evolutions. Gautama had reached the attainment to hold the balance for the planet and the focus of the threefold flame by extending a filigree of light from his heart to every heart to keep that flame of life. Many would not be able to live on earth but for the Lord of the World, as their hearts were so dark.

Day after day I was God taught that there is only One God, and we each came from that One and ascend back to that One when we surrender our egos and balance our threefold flame and karma and return back to Him. That we separated out from God when we fell into the duality consciousness which was represented in the story of Adam and Eve. I began to see that all is One. And although we know the Master Morya as one and Saint Germain as another, and Mother Mary as another Cosmic Being, they are all One in Spirit. We are all spirits of the individed One. And we return to the Spirit and One when we no longer see ourselves as separated from that One.

The lie that separated us out started at the time of the Fourth Root Race in the time of the land of Mu, Lemuria, the Motherland. The earth was inhabited by those who were cast out or fell from the realm of Heaven, the etheric plane of Being. They chose to go against the Will/Direction of God and were separated out from that One in mind. Their minds took them out of the realm of Being.

They entered the lower planes and continued spiraling downward in their minds to create a world of illusion, where the lie became the truth and the evil of the mind was created that took the new spirit children of God away from their truth and oneness with I AM Being. Through free will, these children were tempted to believe the lie, to take on the doubt that was implanted in their minds by the rebellious ones whose animosity against God the Father, and God the Mother and then God’s Son was great. So great was this animosity, that they sought to tempt God’s children to taste of the evil they had created, and it was all done through the mind.

There is only the Mind of God, where we have our being. That is the place of Spirit I AM. When we choose, through our free will, to partake of the lie and the will outside the Spirit I AM, we have joined with the carnal mind and the human ego is born. We in that moment of choice, in doubting our source, our oneness, we create the human ego through the lusts of the Liar and his lie. We are now in the relative plane of mind, the carnal mind where the separation of our beings has occurred—all through the mind.

It is thus through the conscious mind that we must return to the One. We must choose, through our own free will from within our beings, to return to that Edenic state and sit under our own vine and fig tree.

The Fall of Woman
What happened in my world, so long ago with my surreal experience with the woman, her feminine spirit and her death and separation? In that moment in time, I was led through the Spirit, to go into the fall of Eve, the feminine aspect that fell in the One I AM in the plane of Spirit where free will reigns. I experienced the sense of separation, of the sense of sin, of the sense of nakedness before God. I sensed and experienced the shame, the guilt, the loss, the tremendous sorrow of that separation of denying the feminine aspect of Self, blaming sin on her, that for her one would not have experienced sin. And I immediately saw the lie, the lie that the feminine was not to blame, it had nothing to do with her, it had to do with the MIND. In the moment of blame, of guilt, of the creation in the mind, the death occurred, the separation began.

What I experienced was the taking on through my physical body, in my four lower bodies, the entire experience in the mind of the creation of duality, the separation from the One. It was an illusion, and I chose, through free will while in physical form, to take back that feminine and love her, bestowing her to her rightful place in my heart, one with the masculine being of the I AM Presence.

Why did I experience this? Because it was a part of my mission as twin to the Great Divine Director. I chose to restore the feminine in the mind. By going into the place of the mind, while in the physical realm. I created in the mind a new story.

A New Story
Each one of us can create a new story, a new day, a new world that will be the Golden Age. We will do this in our minds. We will first put off the old man of our sin consciousness, choosing this day whom we will serve—God over mammon. We will right our wrongs, making better choices each day to love and serve God and be in the Christ consciousness of love. We will surrender our egos that we created, by choosing to create through love, choosing in our minds to let that mind be in us that was in Christ Jesus. We will heal our wounds, surrendering our past error, our shame and guilt, our sense of separation, and in its place we will fill our minds and hearts with the Spirit I AM.

And then we will go on to take on every foe to the Mind of God, to the emotional body of God Elohim, to the mind of Gautama Buddha, to the physical temple of El Morya, to the etheric plane of I AM. Each one of us can choose to uplift a portion of that enemy, that foe in the mind because we are I AM when we choose to Be. And then in that I AM, because we are in the plane of free will, and are with I AM, which is one with every other being in God, one with the Mind of God, we will say, “Thus far, and no further!” to the evil foes who continue to plant the doubt and fear and breed anti-love in the physical plane. We will be the Wayshowers, paving the Way to the deliverance of the planet and her people, sealed in the mighty tube of Light of I AM. And those outside of this tube of Light of I AM, will be judged because we will accept no other course of action on this planet. Through our own free will, choosing to Be God I AM, we demand the restoration of our planet and her people to God. And all else shall leave or be judged.

Will you take up this calling with your brothers and sisters of the Light? Will you this day choose to take up this mighty calling to restore your four lower bodies to the Light, to wholeness, to oneness with I AM? And then will you choose to be the instrument of judgment, by being the Light of the World, one in the Light of Being I AM?

This is what the Karmic Board asked me to do. This is what I said I would do, but not I alone. I said I would do it, and I would catch the hearts on fire to have the same zeal of determination and will to Light the fires of the hearts of others. I gave my life to God in that moment, and in that surrender I was given a role to fulfill and a mantle to wear for protection, for empowerment, to be able to deliver the Word of God through the releases of Light as a Messenger for the Great White Brotherhood.

My heart is on fire and is determined to Be that Light that will light the world. Please help yourself. Determine to be healed and whole and then go on to Light the World with the fires in your heart.

It is the human ego that must be faced and challenged. You have created the ego, you must transcend it through gaining back control of the mind. In the plane of duality, the carnal mind rules. Just try and Be your Real Self in this world and see how much you are loved for it. You are not. You are rejected. You become an outcast. You are condemned. You are scorned. You are made to feel like you are the scum of the earth!

There is one mind that rules on this earth, because the majority of mankind have joined forces with that mind. They do not understand that they are being controlled by it. The majority of them do not see the connection of their human egos and its control over them. So the first step must be to gain back control over your mind. This takes will and determination. It takes outer knowledge to set you on the course, but ultimately inner wisdom and the inner Self has to lead you. But you must make the free will choice to go there. You must decide to walk through that door that leads to the inner sanctum of the Secret Chamber of your Heart.

We have shared stories here on these websites, giving teachings and being instruments for the Word through the Holy Spirit to guide and instruct us. It is time to Be there. It is time to walk through that door if you have not already. We cannot wait another day to let go of our egos. We are the hands and feet of the Masters, of our ascended twin flames. We are co-creators with God. It is up to us.

I will share more of this mission as the days and weeks unfold. I will share more of who your twin flame really is. I will share more of what God IS through you. I will share more Being I AM that I AM Being. But you must take that step to take what you receive on the outer and make the free-will choice to walk through that door into the inner sanctum. Do it today. You don’t have to be perfect to go through that door, you just have to be one with who you really are. That is done through the Mind. It is in the Mind of God that you live and breathe and have your Being. Come apart and Be a separate and chosen people. Come apart from the carnal mind and choose to Be who you really are.

*The seven Lords who comprise the Karmic Board are First ray, the Great Divine Director; second ray, the Goddess of Liberty; third ray, the Ascended Lady Master Nada; fourth ray, the Elohim Cyclopea; fifth ray, Pallas Athena, Goddess of Truth; sixth ray, Portia, the Goddess of Justice, twin flame of Saint Germain; seventh ray, Kuan Yin, Goddess of Mercy. All souls must pass before the Lords of Karma before entering embodiment to receive their karmic allotment and assignment for their coming life, and again in a review of their life at the conclusion of that life.

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