How You May Be The I AM and Your Own Healer

by Lorraine Michaels

July 13, 2006

In the Great Divine Director's dictation on Machu Picchu, he said:

"This, my beloved, is indeed an essential teaching for those who are the spiritually advanced people in this age, those who have seen the value of Mother Mary’s rosaries, those who have been willing to use them, those who have been willing to study the teachings we have brought forth through these two Messengers, who hold a very important Alpha and Omega balance between them. Yet as we have said before, they are not meant to be the exceptions. We are not intending to put them on a pedestal or portray them as the saviors. You, my beloved, you are indeed the saviors, not only in your own personal lives and path but of your civilization."

This is indeed true, that everyone has the potential to be saviors and take responsibility for saving your own lives and then being the savior in the world around you. But how will you take up this calling and become that savior?

The realization that you have to take responsibility for your lives, and not depend on others is a step up from the Piscean Age and the dependence on Jesus as the Savior for you and everyone else. This does not denigrate Jesus' role in the Piscean Age, but to point out that we, as a civilization and a people, can rise up to that which we have been called in this Age.

It can be frightening for some as they contemplate making decisions for their lives and depending on their inner intuition and connection to God to see them make right choices. But this is the need of the hour. Those who have been giving the rosaries of Mother Mary delivered through this dispensation have had a tremendous opportunity to grow in Spirit. And from the many testimonies we have received, many have experienced the healing Light of Mother Mary and the power of the spoken word to positively enhance their lives.

For some who have been faithfully giving the rosaries and have not yet taken that step to become empowered from within, this is the time to make the decision that you too will step up to the calling. What will it take so that you can break through the barriers in your consciousness that might be holding you back from making this important choice?

Love is the key
Love is the key. It has been said time and time again, but it truly is the key so it can't be helped that it is often repeated. If you consider what might be holding one back from taking the important step to enter the secret chamber of your heart and make the choice to "Be" it often is a state of mind of fear. Not wanting to make wrong choices is really based upon the fear of what would happen to you if you made the wrong choice.

Often times it is because wrong choices in the past have caused you pain that may even continue to the present hour. And not wanting to experience more pain or complicate your lives is holding you back. And that too can be based on fear, fear of experiencing more pain. But it has been said in the athletic circles "no pain, no gain". There is truth to that statement on a spiritual level as well as physical.

When we experience emotional or mental pain, we may take that opportunity to transcend the limitations of being attached to anyone or anything. We also may use that pain as a springboard to greater heights of love and compassion. Once experiencing the many pains life can bring us, we may develop a compassionate look at all other parts of life and what pain they may be experiencing, regardless of the cause of that pain. For when we experience many facets of error and the resultant pain, we then can develop compassion and realize that really others are not much unlike ourselves. They too have made wrong choices and then experienced the pain of the ramifications of those choices.

All pain can be transcended, even physical pain, as Saints have witnessed to the bliss state they may enter through physical pain. So it really is a matter of choice of whether you will take that pain and transcend it to greater heights of love. And if it is a choice, what limits us from making that choice to leave the past behind, let the attachments go and move on into the Light of Being I AM?

Pride and Human Control
Consider pride as the limitation that can stop you in your tracks from transcending. Also you may consider any control outside the I AM as another limitation. Both are creations of the ego and therefore by simply addressing the human ego in yourself and going after it with the rosaries and the will to Be I AM, these limitations can fall from you. But their spiritual cause is different.

Pride is a state of consciousness of rebellion, either to the Laws of God or to what is "right" in God. Knowing what is God's Laws and then choosing to do the opposite because you don't agree with those laws is a rebellious state of consciousness. The other aspect of pride is the lack of love for God and for His creation, and the replacement of that love putting conditional love in its place.

Conditional love is really a controlling love and control is the other state of consciousness that limits you. Human control is based on fear, such as a fear of losing someone or something. Or a fear that someone or something will harm you if you don't keep control of the situation.

From the human perspective, control works to protect you to some degree. But you cannot possibly control every possible situation or person that comes into your life. So rather than have the ego illusions of control and pride keeping you from growing spiritually and being denied the peace that is a very important aspect of God and one of the seven rays, there is another way to go.

Balance the Threefold Flame
The goal is to obtain balance in all you do. You see that pride along with controlling, conditional love is an imbalance in the power, wisdom and love, the threefold aspect of the Christ flame anchored within your heart. As you are letting go of the ego creation, you leave a void that must be filled in with the truth and Light. Thus when you give the rosaries of Mother Mary, you will notice that you are simultaneously addressing the ego issues and limitations while you are affirming the positive action in your life.

This work can extend beyond your daily rosaries and may be applied to any issue in your life. As soon as you see a limitation or state of consciousness based on fear, get to the bottom of that fear and address that state of consciousness in yourself by affirming that it has no power. Go to the core of that fear and discover what you are truly afraid of and then turn and face that fear and demand it be gone. Use the threefold aspect of power, wisdom and love to replace that fear. Through power, invoke the light to consume the fear, call on the power of the healing light to bring forth the wisdom into your being to understand this fear and replace it with perfect love. State the obvious positive I AM affirmation to counteract that fear and repeat that statement often, especially when you feel that limiting state creep up in your consciousness.

The next step is start working directly with the I AM Presence and I AM THAT I AM. Ask for everything you need, whether it be illumination and understanding, better health and energy, supply or time, whatever it is you need to enhance your Being and share your God flame with the world. And then be open to listening to the voice within, to the thoughts that enter your mind, to your dreams and to the synchronicity that occurs around you. Allow God Control to enter your life by following the inner direction.

And above all, love God. Send love to the I AM and to the I AM THAT I AM. Love God Power and God Reserve that holds everything you need. You do not have to be perfect to love God and God does not need you perfect to give you all you need. It is a fallacy to think otherwise for it is a mental limitation and belief that will obstruct you taking up your position as a messenger of the Christ within you and your I AM Presence.

The storehouse of heaven is God Reserve. You may only receive from that God Reserve through love. There is no imitation love that can take you to that Reserve because you have to enter the secret chamber of the heart through love to find it.

Being the savior is simply taking life into your own hands by developing oneness with your I AM Presence and I AM THAT I AM and Being your unique God flame that can be the power, wisdom and love whereby you become a savior in the world.

If you truly want to know and experience the joyful active peace the Great Divine Director spoke of as well, let go of dependence on outer saviors, let go of your ego creations and likewise your psychology will heal. There is peace where there is no fear. Replace all outer dependence on others and take up the inner direction from I AM and then the I AM THAT I AM and you will know the way which leads to peace through the heart of love.


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