The Way to God Reserve
Be Love!
By Lorraine Michaels
February 4, 2006
A few months ago I had some words given to me, which at the time did not make any sense. I had given to me the words "reserve" and "reserved". I was not clear in what context the words were given to me and after looking up the meaning of the words, was no better informed on why I received them. The dictionary meaning is:
- To keep back, as for future use or for a special purpose.
- To set or cause to be set apart for a particular person or use.
So in the simplest understanding "reserve" means to have something held back for later use. Although that was not what I was given the word meant. Unable to understand further I put it on the shelf until it was brought to my attention at a later date. Still leaving me unenlightened I again put it on the shelf. The next time it was brought to my attention was in Columbia, and I knew that I had better understand this because I needed to internalize the meaning and give the understanding to the South Americans attending the conference.
What I discovered was quite simple. It was not so much the meaning of the word reserve, but the way to it and what was "it" that was the way to. Reserve is Father and reserved is Mother. Father is Spirit and Mother is matter. The simple relationship between Father and Mother is love. The Father is the expanding force and the Mother is the contracting force. So the Father is the giver of life, the originator of light and energy. The originator of life in our universe is Alpha and the womb of life is Omega.
We, as conscious Beings in the womb of the Mother, in the matter sphere, have life because the Mother provides the place that gives form and the Father provides the energy and light that the form is created from. While in the matter plane we become subject to the veil of maya, our karma from previous lives and our present choices and life circumstances. We may feel abandoned by the Father, the Mother or both. We may fear the Father, be angry with the Mother or be caught in the illusions of pride that we can do anything through our own intervention.
The reality of Being is that we are not separate from our Source, but only through the veil of maya do we perceive that we are separate from that Source. In all reality everything we are, that we have and that we will have, comes from the One Source. Even if that which we have created or drawn to us is not perfect, it is still from the One Source. That which is not perfect in the body of Mother will one day return to the Source for repolarization in the Light. That which gains immortality or permanency in God will ascend to the realm of perfection and become "more" thereby contributing to God's Being. There is only the One and therefore we are one with that One.
Whether we perceive of ourselves worthy to be one with the One Source or not, does not change the fact that we are one with that Source. But depending on where we are in our belief to this timeless understanding of our relationship to our Creator and Source of life, will be the effects in our lives. The closer we are to being "more" God, the greater relationship we will have with the Source.
The Holy Family
Father as the giver of life is seen as Power. Mother as Love because she is the sustainer of life that gives form, where beauty appears from, and is seen as the personal personality giving out love. We see in our physical representatives of Father-Mother God, that generally mothers tend to be the nurturers. They feed and care for the young, tending their hurts and emotional needs and other aspects of the nurturing of that life. Fathers tend to go out and work, bringing in the supply that the mother uses to nurture that life. He brings the discipline and the law in the family, giving the family the framework to create and grow in. The father loves and nurtures the young as well, but often in a more distant way, and having less physical contact than the mother does. Therefore he is often seen as unloving or having an impersonal love.
The offspring, or creation of the pair is meant to be the outpicturing of the love between the father and the mother. Thereby the creation of the father and mother is a creation of love. He or she is the potential Christ child and completes the circle of the sacred Trinity of life. Endowed with free will, with a replica of the Christ anchored within its being as a threefold flame of power, wisdom and love, the child brings wisdom to this holy trinity. The child may accept or reject the love and power of father and mother, depending on the right use of his threefold flame within, which he/she has come to magnify through the seven rays of Being. But the child is dependent on both until maturity and then may go off on its own to create other trinities in its life.
This description of the relationship in the Holy Family of father, mother and son/daughter, is a microcosm of the trinity we each hold to the relationship we have with our Father-Mother God. Through the right use of the threefold flame anchored within our beings, expanded through the seven stages of Being, we may be wisdom. In that wisdom we adore the Mother and receive her nurturance, accepting her love and returning that love. Likewise, we may receive the power of the Father when we accept his laws, love him and receive his love through them.
Being cut off from Reserve
God's children and His sons and daughters love him. This does not mean that they might not display trouble in expressing or receiving love from God. Through many embodiments exposed to the fallen consciousness and antichrist programming, many have difficulty in their relationships to God. Some express a sense of abandonment, fear and some even anger against Father or Mother. Their souls generally tend to feel hurt and maybe anger, but they do not hate God. These issues such as fear, anger and abandonment have to be uncovered and healed before they may become "more" God themselves.
As the children of God put off the negative programming and misqualifications of their thoughts and feelings, they begin to rise in the expression of their love for Father-Mother God. Some cultures have a greater difficulty with the expression of love towards Mother, and some with more difficulty loving the Father. Some religions and cultures teach a Father God that is difficult to love, with such concepts as him being an angry God, throwing out thunderbolts of lightning at his children for their wayward behavior.
Other children of God might have trouble accepting the love of their Father or Mother because they feel unworthy of their love. But whether they feel unworthy or have concepts of a difficult Father to love, their basis of their relationship to Father is fear. In the book of John I, we receive a teaching on loving the Father.
"And we have known and believed the love that God hath to us. God is love; and he that dwelleth in love dwelleth in God, and God in him. Herein is our love made perfect, that we may have boldness in the day of judgment: because as he is, so are we in this world. There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love. We love him, because he first loved us." 1 John 4:18
We are told that in order to have perfect love we must not have fear. Our Father is love, he loved us first. Thereby we are created in love, we are love and there is only love and nothing to fear. At the moment we let fear enter our lives, there we have created an illusion that separates us from our Father, our Creator. Thereby, we are cut off from God Reserve and God Power. The end result can be torment in our physical lives. We may experience poverty, neglect, abuse and abandonment. Because in our imbalance in the wise use of our threefold flames, we have engaged in the antichrist behavior and decisions that oppose the expression of that threefold flame in Being.
Until we seek to undo that which we have done, we may remain caught in that catch-22 of believing the lie that our Father does not love us and can take care of us. Thereby we may witness more abuse and suffering here below, proving to ourselves that our God does not truly love us or He would not allow the continuing abuse and suffering to us. We begin to believe that our Mother does not love us either, as she would not let this suffering continue from the Father, for if she truly loved us she would intercede and protect us and heal us and love us and comfort us while the Father is away.
The only way out is through the Christ. We must cleave to the Christ flame anchored within our beings and seek that contact and oneness above any other outer relationship. The only way back to our Father-Mother God in love is to exercise our love through the balance of Christ wisdom and Christ power. Until we do, the Father's Power is on reserve. There is no way to access that reserve except through love.
A Rosary Given in the Cosmic Dance of Love
It was not until El Morya taught a group of those attending the conference in Columbia the love of the Father, was I truly able to understand what "reserve" really meant, and thereby pass on this understanding to the Columbians. He asked me to ask the group, "who saw and felt El Morya as love?" Very few were able to raise their hands. Those who did, he asked to come and do a rosary with him, while the remaining group did a rosary with Mother Mary with Kim.
What became clear after this rosary was the power of Father as love. Most in the group who chose not to come do this rosary with Morya were doubting their love for Father Morya or feeling it easier to love Mother Mary. Those who did come with me and do this rosary with El Morya felt a special affinity with Morya. They came because they realized El Morya as love. Most students of the Ascended Masters have perceived El Morya as the stern master and disciplinarian. But in all reality, there is the love side of El Morya that you cannot find until you come into some form of oneness with Father-Mother God that transcends doubt and fear, unworthiness and many other attributes of the human ego.
 In that oneness with El Morya—expressing our love to him as representative of Father God—we felt such a surge of power the entire rosary that became defined in many unique tangible ways to those giving it. Some were moved to tears. He taught us how to give the Infinite Light rosary in this dance of the love of Father-Mother God, flowing back and forth in the love of Father for Mother and Mother for Father and then culminating in the birth of the Christ and then the washing clean by the Holy Spirit in the gift of the violet flame. And that rosary taught us the cosmic flow of the dance of love between the Trinity of the Holy Family of which we are a part.
When we are in that body of the Mother, freely expressing love both to the Father and the Mother while being the Christ here below, we have then the "reserved" aspect of this relationship with God the Father. The Father is "Reserve" and we are "reserved". When we stay in that flow of loving ourselves as the Christ son/daughter of the Father-Mother loving us, being the Christ in action, we are in the reserved. We then have access to that Reserve and what God has in store for us to do with that Power in that Reserve. All that we need can be and will be provided for us as we remain in the framework of the Father's Laws. But if we have any fear or sense of unworthiness left in us—at any moment we allow that expression through us—we are cut off from the Reserve and God Power that is our rightful inheritance.
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